yay! im sooooo happy.
i got my higher malay and math the killer paper back alreadeeeeeeeeeeeehh.
so im gonna share about my results first.
:D
i literally couldnt catch my breath when mr seow came in into the class and started lecturing.
17 failures in our class. or more.
and most of my classmates scored C.
i even put my head inside my bag when they started giving out the papers.
i couldnt bear to see my math results for i knew i wouldnt see any number above 40% for the two papers.
i was really really demoralised by the fact that i dropped by 16.5 marks compared to my ca1 results.
then i thought again, how would those who failed their exams feel when i, who scored an A for my math mye paper, feel this way and start complaining and being an unappreciative bitch.
so yeah, im still so grateful that i scored an A for my math paper.
its okay if i dropped.
i can try harder next time cause i know i didnt study hard enough for mye.
:)
and for higher malay paper, im happy enough to score a B.
languages are never easy for me.
english and malay are my biggest enemies.
i only wrote one and a half pages for karangan when i was supposed to write at least three pages.
but the topics are shitty i tell you.
i feel that all my effort has already been paid off so far.
should work harder next time.
hoho.
i miss fong alr. sigh.
most of my girls went to school with a sleepy head this morning.
i even slept on lalas back during morning assembly.
obs has left a great impact on me, seriously.
i remember the first day of camp.
it was fucking boring.
we sat on parade square for almost the whole afternoon cause it was raining and we couldnt do any outdoor activities.
i was so quiet, i swear!
i just sat down and stared at my team mates wrapping an egg so that it wouldnt break easily just like what you do during stupid enrichment programmes.
-.-
the only nice thing about the first day was the food.
i thought i could lose weight by going to the obs camp but NO, i think i gained.
tsk.
then slept in the tree hut together with girls from gemini.
i was damn annoyed by the girls who kept squealing and laughing and screaming over tiny harmless insects.
i was almost reaching my dreamland when i suddenly heard someone screaming.
imagine.
and three instructor came consecutively, warning us to sleep.
i only slept for not more than three hours.
-.-
oh! almost forgot that we did all the high elements!
omg omg omg damn fuuuuuuuuuunnn.
it was worth the two hours of waiting.
haha.
i had to walk on a swinging string and hold on to the ropes, walking on a log and stuff like that.
in the air ok, not on the ground! o.O
and vance, the one who shouted back at my literature teacher, the one who always rebels against teachers and school rules, the one who always says "chibai" and says nothing other than vulgarities, took more than thirty minutes on the platfrom, trying to muster all his courage to step on the string and grab the rope.
i got stomach cramp due to laughing too much.
hahahahahaha.
he eventually gave up after wasting so much time.
he perspired like hell and i could see him trembling on the platform.
HAHAHA.
you shouldve seen his face then i assure you, you would laugh like nobodys business.
hahaha.
the second day, i woke up so early.
as early as 3.45 am.
i woke atrisha and wani up first then some girls woke up.
i was so kanchiong until one girl told me it was only 3.45am.
laughed then went back to sleep.
packed up everything and off to pulau ubin by ferry.
had to carry my excessively heavy backpack all the way from east coast to pulau ubin.
thats one reason why i always think ive grown shorter.
:(
the time was so limited, we had to gather first before eating lunch.
and had to walk about 500m to the girls toilet.
second day was not a real fun.
it was more tiring rather than fun.
did this idk what thing.
all i know is that we had to tie about 8 pipes altogether using ropes and blah blah blaaahh.
then float it on the water.
idk. lazy to type alr.
hahaha.
after that water activity, we all proceeded to the toilet to have our shower.
supposed to rinse ourselves to wash away the sand only but i couldnt take it.
the thought of contaminated water sticking to my hair extremely disgusted me.
my instructors told me that people pee and shit in that sea water. eeeeeeeeeeeww.
so i showered and took my own sweet time.
when it comes to bathing, seriously sorry i have to take my own sweet time.
hahaha.
and the cubicles are connected that the water flowing from first cubicle flows to another cubicle and i can smell urine.
:/
i was immobiled in the cubicle, im scared to move my slippers so i stayed at one spot.
i cannot even pee at public toilet and i had to shower at public toilet!
god.
i usually endure until i reach home to pee or shit or fart or whatever.
hahaha.
this is one reason why i dont like camp.
then cooked our lunch ourselves with super duper small flame.
even instant noodles tasted so heavenly.
hahaha!
some girls ran away straight after eating so i had to wash all the utensils.
thank you very much. well done girls.
-.-
i really need cooperation from my teammates but i couldnt seem to get one.
haihh.
then pitched up tents all that.
we slept in the middle of nowhere! the night was so dark that i could practically see nothing without my torchlight.
atrisha and i conquered the whole space in our tent.
four people were supposed to sleep in one tent but all the five chinese girls in my team squeezed in themselves inside one tent.
lucky me!
haha.
the sleep was much better than the previous night but still, the noises they made were bugging me so much.
:(
third day i overslept.
i didnt have time to shower in the morning so i just brushed my teeth, washed my face and assembled.
did some exercise before having breakfast.
i skipped breakfast just to shower.
life in a remoted island is that pathetic looooorrrrrr.
i was so excited to play water. hahahaha.
did kayaking, was fun cause my partners were atrisha and zhu hao.
i saw a jellyfish i saw a jellyfish i saw a jellyfish!
weien said the colour was like underwear colour.
:/
our instructors, both gemini and lepus, gave us a chance to do jetty jump.
i was like, confirm going to jump one until i saw the watter.
omg, the water was fucking dirty like as if shit was floating on it.
i saw the water only i didnt want to jump down alr no matter how fun they said it was.
hahaha.
showered again and changed to dry attire as we were going to hike.
i applied as much sunblock as i could.
only 30 spf, didnt help much.
:(
so yah, it was kinda fun.
we lost in the first challenge.
i was the leader in third stop and the callenge was to act out this phrase;
"we are like tea bags-we don't know our strength until we are in hot water."
i was like, how on earth would i be able to act out and expect my teammates to get the exact words.
we made it though!
they only missed one word, until.
tell me how to act out the until word?!
-.-
i guess im gonna be a good actress.
HAHA.
joking joking.
vance and i were talking about shit all the way cause we both hadnt shitted for three days(!)
we die die dont want to shit one lor.
vance told me from how he needed to shit badly to the seashell around his toilet bowl at his house.
wtf. hahaha.
and zhu hao is sooooooooooooooo adorable i think im in love.
lol.
he is so helpful and kind and funny and cute and chubby and innocent.
i liiiiiiiiiiiiike.
haha.
there was this time when we were all sitting on the grass patch, waiting for our turn to take the flying fox ride, zhu hao sat alone at one spot and making a lot of sounds.
so i asked him if he was okay and he replied
"i am trying to make my voice sound like a guy when i scream"
cause all the guys teased him during the hiking, he screamed like a girl with high pitch when he saw insects or flying things.
hahahahaha. and the tone was so cute.
omg hes damn cute, you should try to spend four days with him.
:D
k, where was i?
oh, hiking!
it was somehow disappointing cause i didnt get to see any wild boars.
i was hoping to see one so that i could pretend to be fainted from getting scared by it and they would carry me all the way to the campsite so i wouldnt have to walk all the way back.
but i didnt see any.
:(
then dinner like the previous day.
some of the girls and boys ran away like the previous day.
supper like the previous day too.
we had to eat four times a day, including supper, during the camp.
thats why i think i gained.
haihhh.
star gazing after settling everything.
fong shared stories with me.
i like listening to stories.
:D
omg, im tired of typing alr.
went to imm with my girls after school today and walked walked until legs broke.
-.-
but idc, as long as im with them, im happy enough.
tmr im gonna continue cause the last day of camp was so fun and i feel that i have to share.
HAHA.
fahmi waited for me at school after i went back from camp to send me home.
headed to mac straight from school cause i needed to eat at mac!
thank you fahmi for accompanying me and carrying my 4kg heavy backpack and thank youuuuuuuuuuu for giving me three kinder buenos!
he knows me the best.
HAHA.
i ate vigorously, refusing to care about who was looking at me with a weird facial expression.
im a happy girl. hahaha.
and today, the first two periods were free periods.
sat with lala, iqin and fatin at the corridor outside classroom.
sat on the floor i meant.
and we talked and laughed all the way.
ooooooooooooooohh i love them.
last but not least, i miss running although i cannot run.
the girls and i skipped netball training today.
i mean, we could hardly drag our feet to school, let alone netball training.
haha.
and i want to get tanned!
:(
gonna buy the tanning oil soon and sunbathe until my flesh become so crispy.
i was lying, obviously.
hahaha.
gosh. i just logged in and this was what i found.
any kind souls willing to help me?
cause facebook is so damn slow and it annoys me to confirm them one by one.
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