guess what, dear.
math paper 1 tmr and im here, blogging as if myes dont exist.
:)

and let me tell you that i screwed every single paper i sat for, so far.
mother tongue and english are never easy for me. foreign languages. sigh.
geography, everything i had memorized didnt come out. tyvm.
forget about scoring an A for geography. even a C6 will be enough to make me happy.
i hope.
literature, hardest lit paper ever.
i had only ten to fifteen mins to do the very last structured question which cost me 20 marks.
yes, 20.
and ive already lost 2 marks for i didnt do the last part.
its just that hard to answer questions on poem.
i just dont have the poetic soul.
-.-

i can only rely on my math and science. pathetic, i know.
math is getting harder and harder each day for me.
i took about five to ten mins just to solve an algebra equation while doing revisions with noora.
God. tell me where i do wrong.
:(

its not that i dont want to study for mye that i always go out.
its just that i practically have nothing else to be studied.
im too sick of numbers and equations and triangles which make me want to vomit blood each time i try to solve them.
and science, i love you, please save me.

despo or what.
-.-

kk, enough about studies.
im glad to say goodbye to literature by the end of this year.
i hate hate hate being tested on language.
if its indo, i dont mind.

eyebags and pimples roughly explain how stressed i am.
if you zoom in my picture, you will be able to look at my white hair alr.

EH NO, i dont have white hair. i dont.

ljs meal and arif are my everyday life now.
i dont get sick of chicken wrap meal and the cheese and the fries and the smell of ljs.
i get sick of arif talking in front of me like theres no tmr, of course.
joking. hoho.
im not happy to say that i go to jp everyday now.
ask why?
because its exams period.

GOD I KNOW YOU LOVE ME.
GIVE ME AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAs.
:(

dont, dont give my guardian that bad image of me getting my grades drastically dropped just because i go home late everyday.
dont.
:(

wish me luck, nice people out there.
youre so nice.
gotta mug now.
and i dont have a clue of wtf im supposed to do for art preparatory works.
TSK. bye.