its so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

youre never gonna get the idea of how much i love them.

i was so happy yesterday, qzai came back to school and he said he missed talking to me so he ajak me lepak lepak today so i went to lepak lepak with him and noora today after church as today is good friday.

waited for noora to come with iskandar and iskandar went to his friday prayer and noora came and we went to qzais house and cut nooras bangs and talked and ate crackers and took picts which i will upload once i get them and talked again about this girl and this guy and this and that and everything.

i love talking to them as much as i love them.

and noora had to go to gek poh so we walked her to the bus stop and talked again and laughed (at me) and qzai and i ate curry puffs and walked to one shop which idk how to spell and ate kinder bueno talked and laughed and arif came and we sat and talked talked and we went to qzais house because arif and i wanted to pee.

i always want to pee whenever im with arif, just like last sunday when i wanted to pee from jurong east interchange all the way home.

and we talked and sang as usual and we recorded and amir and noora came and they listened to qzai arif and me singing and the guys played soccer and that was when my stomach ached so qzai lended me his pink umbrella and i took bus.

it was raining so heavily that i was soaked.

and that was how they made my day.

having them makes me realise that i havent lost everyone (yet).

good friday indeed.

i dont know where my sense of humour has gone to.

i can hardly laugh nowadays.

i miss those times when i would cry from laughing too much.

those times when my friends would laugh after every word i said.

i miss indonesia.

and i dont like to use apostrophe.

i will blog again once i get back my test papers.

because i still cant get over the fact that i screwed those friggin three tests up.