nothing to lose.

im just gonna highlight a few things

• congrats for b div soccer boys for being the champion of the west and c div netball girls for winning the match against jurong west and jvcb for getting a silver award.
• happy belated birthday to renie and vivian. all the best :)
• noora and hannah, youre strong, let time heal now. you two still have me! hehe.
• my prepaid has no credit still.
• i dont want to talk alot, but its my nature. what am i supposed to do?!
• mama, youre everything i need.
• as i said before, i love myself and my family. and money.
• i am happy.

and to _____, sorry i cant reply any of your smses.

so im gonna post it here.

thank you for loving me, i appreciate it so much.

you always make me feel like im really loved,

the feeling that i always need. thanks.

i know we havent talked so much to each other lately.

you didnt message me at all, i miss you too.

its not that i dont like you anymore.

its just that im always puzzled by my own feeling.

i prefer not to say a thing about what i feel because i may say the wrong thing that will lead to misunderstanding again.

i dont want to hurt you.

hurting you hurts myself.

and i feel that everything has changed.

things are just not the same like what they used to be, my feeling too.

just to let you know, if everything isnt the same anymore, one thing that will always be the same for sure is that i still need you. i really do.

i love those who love me, i promise.

i need the love and you can give that love.

at the same time, i need time and space to 'grow up'.

ive had enough of rushings.

lets stay this way.

and i cherish those moments with you too.

im happy to say that im the first. honest.

we both should concentrate on study first.

im here, im not going anywhere.

dont waste your time and dream on a girl.

:)