killing.

ive got no better picts :(

i had a dream last night.
dont feel like sharing it but it feels awful to wake up in the morning thinking about everything that has pretty much gone.
:(
even cheesecake and chocolate milk didnt taste as nice as they normally do.

soooooo, hello world.

i have nothing to blog about but i just need to blog.
its an addiction.
im supposed to have my check-up today but the clinic is closed. wtf.
nvm. i have a valid reason, dont i?

i bought a book yesterday.
but i saved the earth last night so i couldnt read my new book as i switched off the lights.
why must it be the day after i bought a book, of all days?
:(

and one thing, i just realised that i dont know where the west zone final will be held at.
amazing right.
-.-
wth is ccab?!
lucky imran has a blog.

i spent my night texting bunches of people last night.
it just seemed to be a perfect thing to do when you have your lights off.

and im blank now.
gotta do my homec poster, art homework, revisions.
i dont like math now, math is one hell of bore.

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eh, really. i cant stop blogging. why ah?

im too lazy to bathe, i still smell good.
hahaha.

i will blog about yesterday since i have nothing to blog about.
haha.

remember the mphosis skirt that i wanted so badly?
yesterday, i went to mphosis again, and guess what.
the skirt was already sold out.
and idk if its supposed to be good or bad.
good because at last i dont need to think about that skirt anymore.
bad because i cant have it on my birthday.
:/

talking about birthday, im counting down now.
yay! hahaha.
i love april, i just do.
even if my birthday wasnt in april, i would still like april.
idk why. hahaha.
28, people!
:D

it scares me to think how different i am now.
i mean, if compared to 2007 or 2008 gatria, im so different.
what seemed good for me last year, now isnt even close to good.
and please, x, dont talk about what has happened in past.
because im living my life to the fullest now, ive learnt from my mistakes in the past.
and i hate it when you remind me about those times we had.
honestly, it makes me feel dumb. i dont wish to have those times. really.
ive moved on, you should, too.
cant you see it?

anddddddddddd, i ate caramel popcorn yesterday! my love ^^
kfc for lunch and chicken salad for dinner.
and i dont dare to weigh myself now.
hahahaha.

tmr pe.
and miraculously, i kind of like running now.
kind of.
really. like and can are two different things k.
haha.

on my birthday, i want my family to be here, tons of kinder buenos and crepes and bananas and cheese fries from ljs and caramel popcorn and flowers and six As and two Bs (for english and mother tongue) and weight loss and sun blocks and lotions and moneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyy.
:D

i really think i should make this clear.
i am not attached to anyone. im not double, im single.
so whoever has made the rumour of me 'going out' with this particular guy, fuk you.
dont tell me if i walk with my dad, you will say i stead with my dad.
its just a walk.
-.-

i seriously need a slap on the face for using cussing words and refusing to get my butt off of the bed.
revisions await.