gatria has finally given up.
remember when people say, love the one who loves you?
im loving those who love me.
give it a chance, gatria.
stop looking into his eyes, hoping that his eyes would be opened to see how you love him.
stop keeping the wound that makes you cry yourself everynight to sleep and makes you hard to breathe in every second you got.
what good it does to you to hurt yourself like this?
you know hes just another fairytale.
get over it.
youre strong. :)
its just not right to be happy when hes with you just when he has no one.
having you as my friend is enough.
i dont want more.

gatria is off to buy a book. yay