1 year older, 1001 times stronger.

thank you mama thank you papa thank you sisters thank you my girls thank you my guys thank you sweet people around me who make my birthday today a blast.

i love you all.

:)

i appreciate those who kept me company last night until 12am just to wish me a happy birthday.

thanks reza, angga, iqin and imam! hehehe.

thanks to my indo mates who sent me happy birthday wishes.

but most importantly, thanks for remembering my birthday.

theres no sweeter things to do on my birthday other than remembering that its my birthday.

im fourteen.

no more child fare to the zoo.

expected and supposed to be more matured and stronger.

hahaha.

as you all know, i love to eat like nobodys business so i got almost all food for my birthday.

hahaha.

im real blank right now idk why but i just want to thank

my parents, for being such supportive parents in everything i do. the ones who never fail to make me feel that im worth living this life.

the only reason why im still standing strong here, even if i have to stand alone without them.

the best parents in the whole wide world who give their best just for me to be useful, no matter how hard it is.

i love you, mapa.

and i was melted by their messages. omg.

14 years of living and i just found out this morning that my parents can be that sweet just by sending me a message.

"happy birthday sayang. i love you."
i nearly teared.

those three words and eight letters are everything.

and noora, lala, fatin, iqin, fifah, renie, wani for the huggies and listening ears.

and fahmi for the jelly flowers.

appreciate your effort to make those flowers until one in the morning.

i love handmade gifts, they are just as sweet as those who make them.

:)

and nadhir for the best company.

eventhough you always ignore me.

hahaha.

and gilda for the kinder bueno.

i know you understand how much i love kinder bueno like you love jonas brothers.

-.-

haha.

and hannah for the yellow banana!

hahaha. #1 banana fan huh?

ME TOO.

i love bananas just like i love you.

hahaha.

and my gay brother, qzai for the famous amos cookies.

mentang mentang eh.

hahaha, i didnt know he would be there for my birthday.

thanks for making me laugh my ass off just now.

i love you brother eventhough i know you love my sister more than me.

and this trying-to-be-mysterious someone who put a bar of chocolate inside my bag.

not sure who but i have a name in my mind.

thank you so much, k.

:)

(in case you havent noticed, i received all food. even flowers made up of jellies! hahaha!)

my sister missed her flight this morning and my parents have to buy her another ticket. 17o bucks gone for nothing.

i could buy truckloads of clothes and bars of chocolate with that money, man.

im so irritated.

oh!

i want to wish my anak, tia, a happy birthday!

wish you all the best and never ever forget me here.

the sweetest girl ever.

exactly the same date, month and year as mine.

cool or what!

hahahaha.

i love youuuuuuuu ^^

had a little celebration with my sister on sunday.

pictures updated in facebook.

hehe.

we ate a full big bowl of salad which made her stomach ache.

and chunky monkey ice cream from ben and jerrys.

and vanilla cream puff.

and sausages.

and calbee seaweed.

and i forget what else. too much to remember.

hahahaha.

and long john silver + swensens for today.

:)

and my wishlist is now cleared.

only left with one thing or two.

and i failed my descrptive essay.

idk why but my english deproved alot.

alot.
how can i not describe anything when i was supposed to write a descriptive essay?!

i got 4/28 for my content and failed overall by 2 marks.

the marker canceled everything in my last paragraph and wrote down "redundant!" as a note.

i literally laughed when i saw my essay.

hahaha.

its okay. there still mye.

so, im gonna off to do my art prepatory work if i can.

and do some revisions.

if i can.

no longer an option but a necessity.

before that i want to say sorry, from the bottom of my heart to whom i have unintentionally hurt.

and to someone who i tried to give a hint that i miss him so much too but i expressed it annoyingly instead.

just to let you know, i miss you more than ever, friend.

i still can say whatever i like, right?

:)