gratitude.

gatria is really sorry.
i do this for a reason, ive made up my mind.
i love myself more than anything else in this world.
sorry for ignoring you.
sorry for making you tired of waiting for me.
sorry for having given you false hopes.
sorry for not being able to say those three words back to you.
sorry for everything i do.
sorry for judging you too much.
sooooooooooooooooooorry.
please, let me go.
cant you see that im avoiding you?!
why cant you just let go of my hands when it was obvious that i was trying so hard to pull them back?
why cant you just leave me alone and move on?
please, let me go.

ok, so gatria is happy now.
she doesnt want any guys in his life.
thank you for your patience, time and understanding.
:D

anywwaaaaaaaaaaayy. tmr was movie day with hannah and arif.
oh, fahmi tagged along too.
i got to eat at ljs, like, finally!
my stomach was damn full and it couldnt take food anymore but i still kept on stuffing it with more food and tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. ive gained another kg.
but its okay. i feel satisfied.
school starts tmr okaayy, i need to bribe myself with food first.
hahaha.

i like sweet popcorn. i like sweet stuff.
:D

so we watched hotel for dogs. the story was so touching.
i almost cried during the last part.
HAHA.
window shopped after that.
i know you get bored of me saying this but..
i really want that mphosis skirt badlyyy!

please please pleaseeeeeeee, mama!
but i dont dare to ask my parents because once they allow me to buy it, i will feel guilty.
haiih.
k, forget it.

i like talking with hannah.
i like laughing with arif.
theyre the beeeeesst.
and arif was an irritating bacen yesterday, he kept on disturbing me.
but saying his girls name was everything i had to do to make him stop.
he really misses his gf that he kept on asking me to lend him my phone as i have his gf pict in my phone.
he was, is and forever will be irritating.
but the best. haha.
and hannah couldnt stop smiling after visiting her sweetheart working.
HAHA, i want to have a sweetheart too.
but im loving myself, remember?! hahaha.

then i bought strawberry milk, my looovve ^^


and today was gain-another-kg day
i woke up around 9 then bathed, one bread for breakfast.
church-ed and went to jp to buy soap.
i passed by old chang kee and spring'o caught my attention so i bought one ^^
i love spring'o from old chang kee now.
HEHE. i love food -.-

then at the interchange i saw this ramly burger stall.
i waited so long but no one entertained me there.
fed up and walked to another stall and bought one stick of fried wantans ^^

went home, continued doing my melayu composition.
halfway i felt the sudden urge of going online like i always do.
so went online, tagged people in pictures then blog-hopped.
halfway online-ing, i was bored so i off my lappy then went to have my lunch.
for the umpteenth time -.-
so i ate a plate of rice with veggies.
then i watched my guardian dying her daughters hair.
oh, i ate some fishcakes too!
blame my guardian for cooking loads of nice food.
:(


and i went in into my room again, felt so bored doing my compo so i on my lappy.
and tadaaaaaaaaa.. im online again.
i feel so useless having phone.
i dont charge it, i dont reply smses.
and im lazy to talk on the phone.
SORRY.
but really, ive ignored a lot of people.
ah, who cares.
i only love myself, remember?!
ehehehehe.

and im so happy, im almost done with my compo.
which means i will have tonight for myself.
:D

i miss everyone still.
gatriaaaaaaaaaa wants to be a genius and pretty.
BYE.

dan bila harus kuberbagi hati, itu hanya denganmu.
:)