as who i am.

im so happy right now because im blogging and this post is gonna be a very very long post!

my fingers are so damn itchy to blog, im just too excited. haha.

im excited to blog about sepak takraw final match that i watched just now.

i never knew sepak takraw was that entertaining. haha.

i was so curious about how they play so i decided to watch the final with my friends and to support jvs team also.

i thought i would regret coming to their match but i thought wrong.

i cheered like hell, my heart pounded faster than the speed of light. haha.

fine, i lied.

the first third was so damn exciting. that was when i started to hurt my throat.

haha.

i love watching sports. i will be the most excited one watching the games that everyone around me will keep reminding me to stay relax. haha.

i cannot watch sports with soft things around me otherwise i will tend to bite them.

haha.

ok, done about it. the match was against yuhua sec.
we lost by few scores. its okay, second in west zone isnt bad either.

good job :D

and im so excited to blog a gap in between my front teeth, i think i over-use my braces alr.
but im so happy because that means i have to use braces for another year.

wooohoooooooooooo! i love braces.

if possible, i dont want to take my braces out of my teeth until my 16th birthday.

hehe :D

i really need a chemical potential energy for my alfalink to work.
(this is a case when you study too much! ok fine i dont)

its impossible for me to bring my dictionary everyday now.

if i do, i will grow shorter. i dont want to grow shorter.

ive grown darker and dumber and uglier. ive become worse.

so pls, let my height keep me happy :)

back to alfalink. i bring my science, geog and math books home now.

which means my bag is now twice as heavy. or maybe thrice?!

so i cant bring dictionary to school :(

im very worried about my results. really.

i was too worried about my science test that i wrote shallower as swallower on the test paper.

lala says i take things too hard. i do.

because if i dont, its the same like i put all my energy, time and money into a dustbin full of rubbish.

really really.

i am fortunate enough to be here. fortunate enough to do what i want to do, most importantly, to have what i want to have.
i find it not fair for my parents if i keep on wasting my time fooling around and doing nothing.

(my teachers always say this!)

so yeeeeesss, im very very concerned about my studies. i hate failing tests.

but cant blame me for failing my malay test because i have the most genius excuse. im an indonesian and i dont speak malay until i was 13.

hahaha. imran failed his before. thanks for making me feel much better, im! hahaha.

God wont give us tests beyond our abilities.

perseverence is the key, just like our school PRIDE.

haha. now i think the assembly talks are effective. ya -.-

but sorry i give up very easily. nvm nvm.

i love my life the way it is. i always do.

and and and i love to start my sentence with an "and" word :D

i try to think positively about people, therefore dont hate me for not siding you if you tell me all the bad things about certain people that you dont like.

i believe everyone has flaws. i do too.

thats why i dont want to talk bad things about anyone anymore as i may not realise if i do the same bad thing(s) too.

sometimes you have to put yourself in their shoes to understand them.
you cant judge people just like that. you assume things from your side of view.

its bad. really.

be positive :D

one more thing before i go, i want people to know me as i am.

not who i am with. thank you very mucho :)

*my brain is blocked, again.