face. haha. who cares anyway -.-so im baaaaaacck. my laptop was so dusty just now. i had not much time to go online. homework, netball matches, revise blah blah blah.
but im happier this way. i guess. haha.
better than school, online, school, online. right?
but i still cant control my appetite. haha. its okay. im happy, still happy :D
yesterday, which is thursday, was c div match. we lost by one score. my friends really did a good job. good good. haha
then im so happy for my science, geog and math test.
wait, since when im happy about my studies? hahaa. im happy k! im happy.
ah whatever gats. but i think im doing better.
tomorrow is saturday yay yay, i can wake up late.
i feel tired man. i want to swim still ):
and i think i suffer from constipation. kjdnwenwqfjiowtfjefoiwjqoejfwqeh.
i have a lot of problems, but i dont want to stress myself up.
im a happy girl. i will always stay this way.
i still believe that keeping things to yourself is better.
lucky i have nice friends around me, i love friends.
i have my life and you have yours k.
no matter what, i wont be upset over small stuffs.
get mad then get over it :)
you know what. the hardest thing for me to do is to say "i love you" to my mum right in front of her face.
idk why.
i love her. very very much.
i just dont know how to show it. im a bad daughter ):
i hate myself for hurting my mum. i hate myself for letting her tears fly.
i promise my mum i will never let her down anymore. and i really dont want to.
im trying my best here.
i promise you, mum. i will give you everything that you want.
trust me, there will be the time when you can feel the happiness more than you thought you would feel. be patient k.
im here and i love you.
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