fxck 2.

i have no idea what things are on my mind right now.
im having like thousand things inside my head and they are arranged randomly.
if i think about one, the other one will be GONE BOOM. if i think about two things then two other things will be gone as well. and on and on and i know thats lame.
IDK WTF IS HAPPENING! dont ask!

ok, gats. rileks. flu is killing me. but i love having flu!
i purposely didnt set my aircon to the lowest temperature. hahaha.
but i cant go swim! i suddenly feel the need of going swim!
i didnt go for netball training today and i feel kinda sad. not for being not able to run of course.
D:

and andddd! CONGRATULATIONS for all people who have done well in their o's!
i am so excited. haha. i like seeing people getting their exam results. howeveeeerr, i dont like to see myself in tt scene. hahaha
whatever!

ive deleted yesterdays post for no reasons, maybe because im just irritated by no one and nothing -.-

today sucked to the max!
not really lah.

so i went to school with fifah, fatin and wani. we took 198.
i thought i was gonna be late but i wasnt.
then walked to school then blah blah blaaaahh.
(my mind is dancing!)

i hate flag raising when my class has to stand up first after flag raising.
and i dont feel good standing among thousands people.
hahaha as if they are bothered to look at me eh! haha.
and i know the thousand-people part is quite exaggarated but i think im right. haha whateveeeeeeeeeeeer

so i wore sweater to school as i felt so cold. even in the classroom! D:
and iqin said i looked ridiculous. she just learnt the ridiculous word thats why she kept on using tt word. good job qin. keep it up. hahaha.

first lesson was homecs. i love love love homecs and miss yani. she rocks to the max!
i cooked mee goreng and not sure if i have finished it. haha.
and my new partner, CAROLINE LAAAY!, is much more better than jonathan -.-
she is good, man. hahaha.
and the mee goreng tastes kinda... weird? but its nice. and weird. so neutral!

so like tt lor. then i ate chicken wing during recess. papaya and wedges and siew may and fries after school. and i didnt eat rice today. wth is wrong with me? gatria is leading an unhealthy life.
shhhhhhhh.

then little gatria got a very warm welcome-home by her guardian.
"gatri, its 7 you know."
yea right. i aint a little kid anymore k. and it was only 07:05 pm.
but i respect them. means they care for me mah. haha.

and lala was surprised when i talked in malay.
she was like "wow gatri! you speak malay! hahaha"
my response was "wow lala! i study malay! -.- hahaha"
yea i know its unnecessary for me to blog about this but who cares. haha.
(i cant even remember how to spell the word "necessary" properly!)

i feel like reading books! but i have no mood to.
i guess the old gatria has returned.

my nose is blocked and i like my voice in this condition :D

i want to go to queensway tmr with lala and fatin.
i need to buy top-up card AGAIN. idk how i finished it within one day. and im broke now.
ive got no moneeeeyy!

please come home. i need you.

im so gonna follow syahmi's style from now on.
his thinking is fucking cool, man. like the way i think uh. hahahaha!
i will never believe in anything, anyone, anymore.
seriously. sometimes your most trusted person cant be trusted anymore.
but i still believe in everything tt my mother says :)

i have a long list of things to buy but again...
money.

i still dont get why people, especially girls, who already have everything that all people want to have then they still ask for more.
not even ask. DEMAND for more. alamak.

i wish i have thousands wishes that would come true right now cos i really need them.

bye.