lost

1. i am somewhere where you're not at.
2. i cant speak english already, worse is i cant speak proper indonesia(n).
3. i regret begging my father the whole week to send me to here, i miss my family :(
4. my heart is broken.
5. i havent bought books for next year.
6. i didnt feature a lot of people and they were mad at me because of that, i only feature friends, not lovers.
7. i need my motheeeerr! and a life :(
8. no internet access at where i live now, and now im using a comp with a spoilt keyboard and slow internet.
9. i dont ignore people, i just have no time to reply tags, comments, smses or sign in my msn or link people :(
10. i almost deleted my blog, maybe i will, soon.

OMG!
the only thing that makes me happy is shopping! with epin of course.
shes coming here on monday. for the first time in my life, I NEED HER BADLY!
i remember how irritating she was when she laughed at me when i was walking in the rain and glummed.
she asked me to fetch her at school because she was scared to walk alone and my driver was idk where.
as a very good sister (babysitter for exact!), i fetched her from school which isnt very far from my house but definitely NOT near.
she messaged me while i was on my way there. it was raning so i rushed and couoldnt feel the vibration.
then when i reached there i took out my phone to call her then i saw her sms saying that i didnt need to fetch her because she already walked by herself.
then i called her 5 times, or more! she didnt pick up. so i decided to go back. in the rain and sweats.
halfway, she asked me where i was, i barked at her like a madwoman then hung up.
i saw my car then, she laughed like hell -.-
i also remember when she stole my laptop when i was asleep and she blamed me for being like a pig when im asleep -.-
and shes one of the reasons why i cant go online that often anymore.
that was only 0.1% of what she did to me!
tell me who would love and care about such a wicked sister?!
GATRIA.

im desperately waiting for next year.
i promise i will be a good girl next year and study harder :D
(i said the same thing last year -_-)

the day before yesterday was my father's birthday.
HAPPY (BELATED) BIRTHDAAAYY!
I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH :D

sad thing i couldnt celebrate with my family there.
bt you know how much i love you :D

and i want to say im sorry for this particular guy, you know who you are.
you know i made a promise and i wont break it.
ily.

i have not much time, gtg now.

i want to watch twilight! i fell for the soundtrack!