this post is gonna be a very long post as i have a lot of things in my mind to be posted here but the thing is i forget 3/4 of the things alr. hahahaha, stupid.

ok, i want to start with, erhm, things that i want from now ):

i want to go jakarta & lose weight, still.

i cant go on dietttt! omg. so the only way is by doing exercise. thats if im not lazy -.-

and i want to be better. i want to stop being talkative from now onwards.

im scared i'll say wrong things to people. i admit, i sometimes am bad.

i talk bad about people, i gossip, hahaha. but im normal, i aint perfect.

i do mistakes ):

and i want Epin's phone. the camera quality is damn nice
i want a camera but i dont dare to ask o.O

and i wonder about pretty girls out there who hate other pretty girls.

i mean like, why a lot of pretty girls think that theyre the only pretty girls in this world that they hate other girls who are also pretty then talk bad about them. *roll eyes*

for what uh? this happens not to me, but i just wonder why.

i might be jealous of pretty girls, but doesnt mean i will hate them or talk bad about them.

i admit that theyre pretty because they are indeed.

what happen? ):

like fight everywhere, must quarrel. *sigh*

then i really dont like people who desperately want to hang out with famous people.

desperately want to know these famous people better.

omg, whats wrong with my friends now?

i dont need fame. seriously, if so called famous people ask me to go out or whatever, they take it exaggerately. i dont like, frankly.

hello, they also eat rice like us, they dont eat gold -.-

its like the only topic they can talk about is famous groups of people ho always wear nice dresses, drive expensive & nice cars, good at photography. haih.

just treat them normally, can?

i treat them like my other friends. just like you. *sigh*

what else uh. oh, im starting to eat one meal per day. hahaha.

this morning my mother woke me up, evil ):

eh, noooo! my mother is super cool. and nice. and good. and pretty. cheeehh. haha.

she asked me to lock the door because my maid havent come yet.

then i was in the middle of my sweet dream. omggg, last night i cant sleep, again.

a line that i didnt need to tell but nvm, haha. Reza says typing is good.

exercise for your fingers. hahahaha. he is crazy about exercise and kinds. haha.

my mother bought me chicken rice! wah, so good. hahaha.

random.

i have storrriiieeeeess! about Epin! hahaha.

yesterday i fetched her at school, she scolded me, idk why. got problem uh she -.-

haha.

then she asked me go swimming, at home she was so semangat.

on the way to the hotel, i asked her.

me : got bring shampoo?

Epin : uh uh.

me : soap?

Epin : my friends have lah.

me : okok.

Epin : *kept quiet for awhile* MY SWIMMING COSTUME! OMG SO STUPIDD!

yeah, she forgot to bring hers. hahahaha. at house shouted at me, asked me to hurry up. haha. then we all went back home and took her swimming costume.

she said shes been so unlucky since i came here. her fault what, keeps scolding me, dont know what i do wrong -.-

not only me, my two other sisters also. huh.

then i took my phone at home because i left it also. hehe.

then what else uh? i fought with Epin, every one hour. she is so irritating.

and as usual, im the one who always gives in. im a good sister ^^

haha.

and i think my mother has potential to be a joker.

last night i watched this comedy show with her. like talk show like that lah.

then got this part, when the joke was really funny and wasnt lame, for me, all the audiences laughed, i laughed, and my mother laughed louder than me.

then she asked me what the joker said. haha.

ok, the line went like this "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *very loud* what did he say? *innocently*"

ok, im going to eat now. the best time to blog is night.

because i can remember everything, if in the morning, i wake up, i forget what i thought last night alr. hahaha!

bye!