Fatin sayaaanngg :)

IMPORTANT;

Im looking for a family who can rent a room for me because i want to move.

The reasons why i want to move: i pay $1250 here but i dont think $1250 worth it because i only need a room to sleep, i dont eat at home and if laundry i can do it myself and i only use the current for charging my laptop, not for watching TV. So basically i only need a room to sleep & study. And i dont really need a care-taker because here, i do everything myself. I need a guardian just to sign my consent forms -.-

So, anyone who can help me, just tell me. I need to move by next year February.

If possible, the house is located around Jurong West or Jurong East, and one room costs not more than $1000. Please understand that my father doesnt print out money everytime he needs it. Hah. I know you are nice, thanks ^^

I aint good at making advertisement or whatever, haha. I know.

Ok, today i went to jp, watched HSM3! FINALLY.

Hahaha, so random, but nvm.

And now i get so obssesed. Seriously, the ending was sooooooo sweeeett. (Fatin, if you read this please agree with me for the first time ):)

Im obssesed, seriously. I want to be pretty like Gabriella, omg, why is she so pretty eh?

And i want to go to America to continue my studies, my father is still considering. Hahaha.

I want to have a boyfriend like Troy, he is damn sweetttt! :O

I kept on saying "I think Gabriella looks like meee ^^" to Fatin during the movie.

But Fatin sighed a lot of times. Can see the she was fcuking bored, she doesnt like HSM3 ):

She has got a bad taste. She likes hindustan movies. HAHA!

Everyone seemed to be so bored after the movie, but i dont care. "Take my hand, take a breath..."

So sweeeeeettt!

Ok, enough about the HSM 3. Im so gonna watch it again in Palembang :DD

I ate prawn nuggets on stick (AGAIN!), and idk what thing, chicken cutlet with barbeque sauce (AGAIN!) and i bought Famous Amos cookies. 300g for $10.35. Im broke :@

I think my life is so boring, i eat & do the same thing, everyday. Hahaha, but i like! :D

Then after the movie, after Noora, Afifah, Wani and Fatin got bored enough, haha, we headed to Afifah's house because Fatin wanted to take ice-cream from her. I think her house has a lot of ice-cream.

Sweet stuff isnt good for health, diabetes! Remember.
Hahaha, btw, ive just eaten 100g of sweets. HEHE.

Noora went home first or went to meet Amir, can see that she misses Amir sooo much. Pity her, hahaha.
Then we took 242 to Afifah's house, played netball & soccer under her block. I perspired too much ):
We played like about 1 or 2 hr like that then they took the ice-cream.
Fatin finished 3 ice-creams, she is so crazy over sweet stuff. Thats why she likes to get near me, im too sweet ^^
HAHAHA. What only.

Like that lor, then i went home with Wani & Fatin. Wani went home first followed by Fatin then me :D

Last night i cant sleep, i cant sleep everynight. I always sleep like around 3am like that.
Im an insomniac ):
Im only 13 then i have a lot of things in my mind to think about.
Let me share with you what i usually think of. Haha.

Love, i love this guy. A lot a lot a lot. But i dont think he does. Yea, it hurts, man.

Its like i always think about him but i dont think he has even a minute to think about me *sigh*

He is the only thing i want. I thought i got over him alr, but i never.

Idk how to explain, but he keeps on giving me hopes. I love his smses, i love talking to him.

No matter how busy i am, i will always talk to him while i ignore others.

He is just too sweet. Too hot. Too.. perfect. *melts*

School, i want to do well in my studies, seriously. But im sooo lazy. I dont want to make my parents disappointed, of course. They spend a lot of money just for my education. I mean, A LOT. Its like every month i use $1250, $185 for my sch fees, $200 for my pocket money, $30 for ezlink. Add up altogether it will be $1465, sorry if i count wrongly, im too lazy to take my calculator (this is how lazy Gatria is). I go shopping a lot. So roughly, $1750/month!

If i spend another 3 years here, 36months, count yourself and get amazed ):

Im hurt!

I promise, next year i will be better, no more going online everyday. Amin!

Friends & Family. Mundanes.

You understand why i want to move to other place right ):

It is very obvious that my father is trying so hard not to show me that he is tired of working and show me he has financial problems, everyone has right sometimes, but he doesnt want to make me worried. But please, i live with my father and know him for more than 13 years, how could he expect me to enjoy my life while i KNOW that he is suffering ):

He has to think not only about me but also my three sisters and my mum. And his own life.

This is why i love my parents so much. More than i love myself :)

Thanks, Mama, Papa. I promise i will make you proud.

Ive been living a very very veeerryy nice life without needs to think about all these things, but im growing. More matured.

Oh, i think my face changes everyday. My voice also! Dont need to think. They do change. A lot of my friends told me. Im scared my family in Indo cant recognise me at airport D:

Ok, i can cry now. Hahaha. There are still a lot of things i want to say but i think next time, k.

Before you guys get bored of my story and fall asleep, bye! :D